One of my fears in life and ministry is that I don’t want to be bothered by God; I want things to come easy for me, for the dots to always connect and for the story to always have a happy ending. Am I alone in this?
The problem I have is as I read the Scriptures the more I see that the visions that resulted in the biggest impact were the ones that were the most disturbing to the people who received them. They pushed them WAY outside of their comfort zones, placed them in situations that were not favorable, asked much more than they could have imagined…
- Moses was shown that a nation was enslaved and for 40 years he dedicated himself to God’s vision.
- Nehemiah was broken that the walls had been torn down in Jerusalem and he established a plan and relentlessly followed through on all that God had put in his heart.
- Esther was burdened that her people were going to be destroyed and she placed personal preference and comfort aside and risked her life in order to do what was right.
- The prophets in the OT were crushed that people were living in rebellion against the voice of the Lord and were willing to be unpopular so that His truth could be proclaimed.
- Paul was troubled that religion was trumping a relationship with God…and ultimately gave his life for the spreading of the message that Jesus, not religion, saves.
Great servant-leaders are the ones who are willing to allow God to break them, to bother them to make His vision so personal that they don’t just think about it, they live it and feel it. We are not called to seek comfort, affirmation from others, convenience, popularity, personal preferences or safety. I am beginning to praying that God will help me to continue to shepherd out of a burden the He places rather than boredom or obligation. I’m called to be broken over the things that break HIS heart and I wonder how much I actually am. What about you?